Hey, I got pregnant when I was 14, almost 15.
Me and my boyfriend had been together for months, and he seemed like the real thing. We weren’t planning it, we weren’t expecting it to happen, yet it still did. I am now 16 with a 1-year-old little boy, who has no daddy. His father and I split when he was about 2 months old, and we haven’t really talked since. His dad tells my mom that he is going to come see my baby, yet he never shows. I just wish that he would be in my son’s life… Why won’t he be??
My baby is so sweet, he’s always happy, and he is so smart. He turned 1 on December 9th, yet his father hasn’t seen him since then. My baby is bigger than most, he is in the 90th percentile right now, and he is just at my thigh in height, I am 5’6. Everything I do, I do for him. I go to school still so he can have a future that is amazing. Every time I get money, it goes to him, and all of my free time is with him unless he is in bed or my parents have him. Yet, his father still isn’t around. He is deep into drugs and alcohol, he moved away, and he sells drugs. I just don’t understand why.
How could a father not love a beautiful baby boy like my son?!
Well in little over a week, it will be 2 years since my abortion, and yet it still feels like it was last week.
I still have my sonogram from when I went into the clinic. My boyfriend doesn’t know I have it…but I needed something to remind me that my baby was real. I am trying my absolute hardest to come to terms with my decision, but I can’t. My boyfriend wants me to talk to someone in his church about it, but I can’t, especially someone from a church. I don’t want to be judged… This last Sunday, I went to church with him and they were starting off with their pregnancy resource center charity fundraiser event (of course). But that day, I heard word-for-word what I have been terrified about hearing going to church. I couldn’t help it, I started crying. It hurt so badly listening to that. I didn’t want my boyfriend to see, but he did. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to hear in my life. I know what I did was horrible, but I’ve never had to hear someone say exactly how horrible what I did was…
Why can’t I just get over my abortion!!? I want it behind me! I don’t want to cry every time abortion is mentioned! I don’t want to be jealous every time I hear someone is pregnant!
I just want my baby girl back… Is that so bad? My boyfriend said if I got pregnant again before we were married, he would marry me before the baby was born, but then how would I ever know if he married me because he wanted to, or just because he got me pregnant again? Last night, he told me that he doesn’t feel comfortable having sex with me because he’s scared that I will get pregnant again…I was already feeling horrible about everything that’s happened this week and now my boyfriend won’t even touch me?! Really?!?!
I want things to be like it never happened. But I always feel like I am carrying this guilt alone. He never shows any sort of emotion when it comes to this subject. Why can he get over it so quickly when I can’t? Someone, please help me! What did you do to get over your abortion? 🙁 🙁
Been to the doctor and decided to keep the baby.
I don’t know if my boyfriend is going to stand by me because he doesn’t want to be a dad, but this is the right choice for me and I’ve realized that I need to do this for me.
Okay, so I’m 16 years old and I’m currently 6 months pregnant. I got pregnant in August and am due to have a beautiful baby boy on May 9th. I am still with the father of my baby and we are happy and supportive for each other’s sake.
Finances have become rather difficult but eventually, we will find a way of coping. I’m excited but frightened at the same time. I mean I can’t wait to have a little boy to call my son, but things are gonna be rough, that’s for sure. I’m still attending school to complete my education through outreach. I’m in grade 11 and I am not going to let any of my schooling slip. I have a strong mindset and keep myself on track very well. Sometimes, I feel like I just can’t wait to not be pregnant anymore. I just want to be able to hold him in my arms and think “Okay, yeah I did this”.
Life really can’t get any easier. =D
Ok well, I am madly in love with my boyfriend and I have lost my virginity to him, right?
So we have had sex and it was protected…But then we stopped using the condoms and stuff because we thought it was ok because we were both virgins. Then, to make him stop worrying…I told him I had got these injections to stop me from getting pregnant and now he is coming inside me. I don’t know how to tell him I was lying and I don’t know if I should go to the clinic or ahhh! I’m really not sure what to do =[ Please can someone give me some kind of advice because I’m freaking out and I really don’t wanna lose him, but I wanna be safe as well.
Thankies
Well, it’s almost the end of month #4. I’m starting to get the hang of being pregnant.
I’m really scared. I haven’t seen my boyfriend in a while, at least not since my birthday. When he first found out I was pregnant, he told me he was going to support me and help me get through this, but I almost want to believe he only said that because my mom told me she wanted me out of the house if I was so-called ready to start a family. For one, it was an accident, it’s not like we both agreed on having a child while he’s in college and I’m still graduating nor did we actually plan the sex. That, randomly happened.
Lately, I’ve been playing Black Ops… it’s been nice and scary at the same time; I’ll say one thing though, gaming sure reduces the stress!
