why did this happen to me??

Hi, I’m 16 years old and when I was a freshman in high school, I met this guy and me and him really hit things off that year.

I really liked him at the time. I was 15, almost 16. Well anyways, the school year started back again and I had flunked because I never went to class. That was dumb of me but anyways, school started back a freshman again and he graduated last year but then my parents did want me to see him because my brother hated him so I decided to start running away with him? Then months past by and I had the most amazing friend but she told me about him because she knew him long but I didn’t listen. Anyways, months went by and I found I was pregnant 2 months, to be honest. I told him he knew, but then even though me and my friend haven’t talked at that time for 3 months, I told her and she said sorry for not being there for you and that night, I spent the night at her house talking about what I was going to do? Then two days later, I never would have thought that was the last day of me being pregnant. I was a home wreck, not knowing what to do, I told me mother who was disappointed in me but who could blame her? Later on, I told his sister to let her know that the baby was gone and she understood. It happened to her to?

I haven’t seen him or talked to him since, well at least, until a couple of weeks ago. But still, he left me alone and by myself. He has nothing going for himself and I know I shouldn’t talk to him but I love him? What would you do if you were me? And for all those teens, just wait because you never know what will happen?

Dear Child…

Hey baby, it’s mom… Well, I had a doctor’s appointment… Did you feel the doctor push around on you? Because we were making sure that I would be OK?

I am 13 weeks pregnant… and we tried to hear your heartbeat, but you were hiding from us… I just hope that next time, you will let me and Daddy hear you… I will have an ultrasound in November… Are you going to let us know your big secret… on the big question…? Are you a boy or a girl?

I love you and I am so excited about meeting you… I can’t wait until I can hold you… and just to let you in on a little secret… me and daddy are gong to try and get you a brother…. That way, you will have someone to grow up with…

Well, mommy has to go and I will be back later to talk to you… Stay happy and safe…

I love you

Mommy…

i’m pregnant

Hey everyone, hopefully you guys remember me; everyone that signed my guestbook.

I just found out 1 week ago that I’m now 6 weeks pregnant. This is my second child.

the pain of the lost

I’m 17 now. At the time, I was 16. Me and my boyfriend, now 3 years at the time 2 1\2.

I have lost 3 babies: 2 miscarriages, 1 still-born. It has been the worst pain of my life. Me and my boyfriend, who’s 19, have our own place and our own car and we both want a baby so bad. We cry about it every night but were too afraid to try again cause we couldn’t bear losing another baby.

Thanks for taking the time to read my story.

She’s Finally Here(My Labour Story)

Okay So…Here it goes…

I went to the doctor’s Monday, September 17th to get my blood pressure checked because I was not feeling like myself… He checked it… It was high. They also checked me for protein in my urine and there was some so I was sent to the hospital… At the hospital, they checked my blood pressure again. It was still high and there was still protein in my urine… The doctor was iffy about letting me go home so they induced me… They induced me at about 10:30 pm that night…

Through the night, I had really bad contractions. I had not slept at all and the nurse said it would be best for me to have a shot of morphine and get some sleep… Of course, I was not going to say no to that… So that was about 6:00 am… I slept on and off almost all day and then around 1:00 pm, woke up and was starting to feel the contractions again. I had bad back labor so my aunt was rubbing my back… All of a sudden, I felt my water break… So they checked me after that, I was only 2 centimeters dilated… The contractions were coming on strong and fast so they checked me again about a half and a hour after that. Sure enough, I was 6 centimeters. Then they got worse. So they checked me about 20 mins later, I was 8 and then all of a sudden, in about 10 mins, I went from 8 to 10 centimeters…

The next thing I knew, I was pushing… They had to use the vacuum to get her out faster because she was stuck. I pushed for exactly an hour… Then all of a sudden, everyone was yelling at me telling me to look down, saying I did it. They are so proud of me… They laid her on my chest and my man and I started to cry together… She was so calm, eyes wide open… The doctor checked me out and was stunned… She said “OMG…You don’t need any stitches at all.” Everyone was stunned. They didn’t know what to say :)…

Anyways, It’s finally over. She’s here. I wouldn’t change it for the world… I love being a mom … She’s my little angel…

Nevaeh Ann Correia
September 18th,  5 lbs  13 oz

Mah Babi Boi

Well, my boyfriend and I been 2gether for 8 months and dat’s a long time 4 me, and my roommate hooked me up with someone else.

The thing bout me is that I love my boyfriend, but she thinks that I broke up with him and she doesn’t want me to break up with the guy she hooked up with. Well….. I thought that I had feelings for him, but turns out…… I don’t think I do. When I’m with him, everything’s different. He treats me so much better than my boyfriend treats me. But…. I know dat looks don’t matter, but he ain’t really my type… He’s too much for me. If only you knew how picky I am with it comes to mah boyfriend.

I guess it’s cuz I’m used to dating black boys. I can’t tell him dat I love another man, and I don’t want to break his heart cuz he already has so much feelings.  I dunno what to do……

So if anyone has any advice for me, plez let me know.