So I’m having a little girl! I’m so excited! But kinda scared cuz the guy said she was a big baby and I’m farther along than the doctors thought.
I don’t want it to hurt more than it already has to! But everyone is so excited, except for my stepdad… He was actin’ kinda weird… but ya anyways. My boyfriend is soooo excited to be having a little baby girl. He’s so cute! He can’t stop touching my stomach (which has a very cute bump now) and he’s always smiling. But ya, he’s just cute!
But anyways, just an update 🙂
I had my baby girl, Tatyana Racquel Floyd” Feb. 2nd at 5:35 am.
She is the cutest lil thing and I luv her to death.
Umm… Well, I’m 15 years old and I have a boyfriend. He’s 16 and we’ve been going out for like a month, and it’s been going good… We had sex over 5 times and the 2nd time, we didn’t use protection… Around the 4th time, I found out that I was pregnant. And as soon I found out, I knew that it was “BAD NEWS.” …. Umm, he didn’t really think so…
Today, we are still together and I had an abortion because I felt like he wasn’t ready for that… I find myself crying every night because I wish I would of kept my baby. It wouldn’t of been that bad. I would of got through it but I was only thinking about what he was ready for and not that life that I was taking away…
I remember telling myself that I would never do that but I did… and now I regret it.
I just don’t know what to do….. I just turned 16 about a month ago…
Well anyway, last year, I got pregnant and my mother made me have an abortion… Well, I don’t know what happened but I am pregnant again and I just don’t know what my parents are going to say… I have so much going for me and a baby will only make things go worse… and I know my parents will be vary angry….I might even get put out the house….
I just need to know. Am I going to be able to make it in life with a baby??
Wow!! I can’t believe it, I’m already 8 months pregnant… 8 weeks to go! I’m starting to get really scared though…
Am I really ready for this?? I’m only 14 and I’m gonna be a mom. My friend came up to me the other day and asked me if I was really ready for this and if I have really sat there and thought about it.. I told him yea, I’m sure I’m ready… But truthfully, I am really nervous…
Don’t get me wrong. I’m sooooo excited. I guess I just have a bit of worry… I could really use some advice… So if you have any, it would be WELL appreciated!!
So I haven’t been on in a long time. Life has been crazy since everyone found out.
So my mom ended up telling my dad for me. He said he didn’t wanna talk to me for awhile. Then him and his wife took me and my boyfriend out to dinner and talked to us about it. They want us to put the baby up for adoption, but that just doesn’t feel right to me. It makes me mad that they would be fine not knowing their grandchild. Oh ya, and I am gonna keep my baby. But anyways, they keep trying to push adoption on me and I keep telling them I’ll think about it, but I haven’t told them what I’m going to do. But anyways, I went in for my first appointment a few weeks ago and my mom and my boyfriend finally got the hear the heartbeat and it was so awesome. But I hated my doctor cuz like I had so many questions but she didn’t have enough time to answer them so that really made me mad and I went home, cried in my jammies, and ate ice cream.
My next appointment and ultrasound to find out what it is was supposed to be on Valentines Day which would be soooo freakin cute but my stupid doctor is taking that day off so that made me all hormonal and crazy again but my mom (who is my hero) called and got me a new doctor. It’s a guy which makes me feel weird but that’s ok cuz everyone thinks he is very nice and funny and personal so he will answer any questions no matter how busy he is. So I guess that’s good. Buuuut me and my boyfriend are gonna get married on April 5th. So I’m excited about that. Oh and his dad is a complete jerk because he wants a DNA test for the baby when its born and he doesn’t want us to get married or live together but to bad for him. He’s a jerk and he keeps calling us white trash and disgusting but I don’t really care what he says.
But anyways that’s pretty much what’s goin on now….I’ll try to update soon…peace and love
