VERy BAD DECESION

WELL, BEiNG iN LOVE MAKES YOU DO STUPiD STUFF & I’M THE ON TO BLAME.

I WAS GOIN WITH THIS GUY FOR A GOOD 7 MONTHS AND HE WANTED A BABY. WELL I DECiDED TO BE CHiLDiSH AND GiVE HiM THAT. I WAS iN LOVE. WELL, I THOUGHT I WAS iN LOVE BUT NOW I REALiZE HE DiDN’T LOVE ME. HE LOVED ME CUSE I WAS WiLLiNG. I’M 17 AND I MAY BE PREGNANT AND HE DON’T CARE. HE SAYS ONE THING THEN SAYS ANOTHER. WHY DID I BE SO STUPID AND DO WHUT HE TOLD ME TO DO…

I PROMiSE iF I’M HAVIN THIS BABY I’M DO WHAT I HAVE 2 DO CAUSE I SHOULDN’T BLAME THiS BABY FOR MY MISTAKE. i’MA LOVE THIS BABY WITH ALL MY HEART!

Can I be five months and not know it till now?

Hi um, I haven’t done anything since January…always used protection but I know sometimes you think you can’t but do…

I missed my period last month and have a weird one at the moment. Nausea, can’t eat much, pants have been getting smaller?, I’m not losing weight from not eating because I’m either too sick to eat or just plain not hungry, have had trouble sleeping, been tired a lot, seem to need a size up from my regular bras, stomach pain, heartburn, constipation. I took some medicine two days ago and my stomach feels all weird, bunch of moving and stuff, makes me feel even sicker! Hoping its just bowel movements and cramps but it’s not the first time in the last few months I have felt this way.

I’ve heard that women can be on their period throughout pregnancy… Should I go to the health clinic and have a medical person check me out…? I took a test but found out you’re only supposed to leave it in the cup five seconds…not the entire two minutes~~@!!  Should have read the danged instructions!

HELP!!!

OK, hi everyone… I am the_one_i_love….

OK… My problem is…me and my recent boyfriend just broke up and he was the love of my life… Well, I went into a state of depression…and my friend took me out and I ended up hooking up with this guy that I have liked forever… Well…we didn’t use protection because he claimed that he didn’t have any and now I think I may be pregnant… At first, I didn’t really care whether I got pregnant or not but now that I think about it… I’m so scared… I don’t know what to do…but it’s not the being pregnant and going through the birth that scares me… It’s the fact of what my dad will do to me…because my dad is against interracial relationships and the guy is a different race!

So I need help on getting through this… So if you are reading this…please give me your advice.

I’AM PREGNANT

I AM 4 WEEKS PREGNANT. 

I TOOK A DIGITAL PREGNANCY TEST TODAY. 

I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO NOW OR WHAT TO THINK. I AM SCARED. 

Initial Shock Subsiding….

Well, hey. It’s a glorious Wednesday morning in Wrexham, North Wales in the United Kingdom. Over here, it’s 11.35 and I’m in work. Plucked up a small amount of courage today to tell a friend in work about the small matter of being pregnant. Luckily, people are more supportive than you expect and she told me that she would help me as much as she could emotionally wise and also will give me a cover story for my doctor’s appointment.  As I’ve only just found out using a home test I’m not 100% sure that it was accurate. ( I must apologise if my spelling is terrible.) So my boyfriend will hopefully find some time to run me to the doctor’s. I’m not entirely sure on whether I can be a mum yet after all I’m only 16, 17 in August and despite looking like I’m perfectly relaxed, I’m actually terrified.

The shock has died down a little and I’m feeling mixed emotions at the moment. What will I tell my mum? How will we cope? Is an abortion the answer? None of these questions I’m able to answer except my beliefs at the moment about abortion stand at abortion being morally wrong. A life is a life after all and all life is precious.

My boyfriend’s mum will hopefully be supportive as I live under her roof. She’s a really relaxed person and has supported me in the past with issues with school and work so I’m confident that she will be happyish about it.

Well, I guess that is all I can say for the time being. Wish me luck people and good luck to all the other mums or mums to be here. 🙂

x

A year on the 19th of june

Well here it comes, a whole year of sadness, depression, guilt, and not knowing what to do.

It will soon be a year since my abortion and everyday has been hell for me :(. Sometimes, I just sit and cry and don’t know what to do with myself.

Everyone says that I need to try and forget about it but how can you forget about something you did like that….?