JUST KEEP HOLDIN ON
I CAN TELL YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM SAYIN’ TO YOU
AND YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU’RE GOIN THROUGH.
WHY AM I SO FAR AWAY?
WHY DID I RUN AND LEAVE YOU THIS WAY?
THINGS JUST KEPT GOIN WRONG
>AND THE PAIN KEPT GOIN ON
I COULD NOT STAND TO SEE YOU THAT WAY
BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY
THAT THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US
AIN’T NOTHIN AT ALL.
WE LOVE EACHOTHER
AND OUR LOVE IS STRONG.
WE’LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN
SOMEDAY.
JUST KEEP HOLDIN ON.
I AM SORRY I LEFT YOU
THERE ALL ALONE.
BUT I WILL SE YOU VERY SOON
WHEN I GET HOME.
IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I’VE HELD YOU
TIGHT IN MY ARMS.
I KNOW I DID WRONG
BUT I MEANT YOU NO HARM.
I HOPE YOU’LL FORGIVE ME
MABYE SOMEDAY.
BABY, I JUST WANTED TO SAY
THAT THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US
AIN’T NOTHIN AT ALL.
WE LOVE EACHOTHER
AND OUT LOVE IS STRONG.
WE’LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN
SOMEDAY.
JUST KEEP HOLDIN ON.
SO PLEASE BABY,
JUST KEEP HOLDIN ON.
Dear Baby Bear,
I know you cannot understand the words I am writing or why I am so far away. I can only hope that someday you will. I have been trying so hard to get better. Then we can be together again. I remember the day you were born and holding you. It was like I was holding my own little piece of heaven in my arms. You are my hero and my true miracle. I will never forget your first smile, your first words, or first steps. You have always been my little angel and you have given me the power to feel true love, the kind that will never die. I will never forget how scared I was when you got so sick and I almost lost you to God. I promised you I would take care of you, but I failed.
Not long after, you were diagnosed with yet another disease. We stayed so strong. I did everything I could to do what I was supposed to. You were chosen, my dear sweet angel. It is said that what hurts us makes us stronger. You are destined to be great and do great things. You have already begun to do so, with your smile, you have completely changed my world. You have taken about my tears just by being you. Your family loves you so much, keep being strong and fighting for us. Pull out all of the stops and never give up. Show the world who you are inside and who you can be. I miss you so much. There is a void in my heart and in my life, without you. We will together again, I hope very soon.
Until then, remember that I love you more than anything else and I always will.
Okay well, I’m 15 and I think I am pregnant, with a boy to be specific. I don’t know but it’s just a feeling that I have.
Anyways, back to my point, my boyfriend thinks that I should get rid of it due to timing or so he says but I want to keep the baby if I am. I, on the other hand, think abortion is wrong. I think it’s just as bad as murdering a born child. I also don’t want to give him up for adoption because I could not handle giving my baby to another family. I know I can give him what he needs, maybe not the perfect life, but we can live comfortably.
I don’t know what to do, somebody help me.
It’s been a while since I last wrote and my life has gotten more complicated.
My baby is doing good but I don’t know what to do about his dad. I have been told that he’s going to have another baby and I’m concern about how that might affect us. I need some advice because he denies everything.
I don’t know what to think anymore!
I was pregnant and had an abortion 3 weeks ago.
My boyfriend told me to have one. He thought it would be the best thing to do. I wanted to keep it but he said no. He promised we’d be together and he wouldn’t leave me. I know he loves me because he did a lot for me. but now, he’s leaving me. I’m so upset and mad and I can’t even begin to describe my feelings because I got rid of my baby for him. And he is leaving me.
What do I do? Someone please help. I can’t take it no more.
I’ve sat back and watched this all happen for long enough now. I’m waking myself up and shaking off the dust.
My new attitude: I can handle anything that throws itself in my path. Bring it on. After all the torment, deceit, guilt, and stress, I’m picking myself up now and I will not be knocked down again. I’m over my life role as the star in a soap opera, this has gone beyond ridiculous. I’ve spoken to family, friends, and read some books. I’m having a darling baby and I’ve stood by long enough watching you ruin your own life and attempting to manipulate me and ruin mine. You haven’t succeeded thus far and this time, I will not sit back and watch you try again. I love this little angel inside of me and you are creating a war zone outside for them, I will not allow it. I’ve never let a soul do what you’ve done to me, I’m responsible for allowing it to get this bad. This time, it’s enough. Go ahead and try to manipulate my feelings, thoughts, and life. I’ll enjoy taking the hits that come my way, because now I am stronger.
This time it’s not about you, you, you, it’s about life. I’m choosing this little life over your promise of a slow death. I have all the weapons I need, I have God, family, friends, courage, knowledge, and my power back. This time, you will not take any of that away from me. No longer shall the past linger over me, the future is fast approaching. This time you’ve chosen the wrong chick to mess with. I am a mother now and you will not take that away from me. You will not have any influence on my life, my friends’ lives or my family’s lives. You’ve lost your power and I’ve regained mine, and you’ve really made me mad. This time there is no next time, you need help, get it or get gone.
This time, I’m ready.
