Hi.
In January, I found out I was 6 weeks pregnant. Back then, I was 21 years old. I had an abortion and I will never forget it in my heart. I know it is a mistake. Now I got pregnant at 31 years old. I feel very happy and scared. I am 32 years old now. I am 5 months pregnant. My pregnancy due date is September 4. My husband is Mexican. I live with him and my mom. He supports me and our baby. I do have high blood pressure and I am still worried about the day of the labor. I want it to be fast to have this baby girl out. I was hoping to have a C-section and I don’t know. I can’t wait to hold my baby and be with her for the rest of my life.
I thank God for everything.
I am 19 years old. I was 18 years old when I found out I was pregnant. For the first little while, everything seemed like it was going to be OK, that we would be a happy family. All until Christmas.
After we returned home, things changed. He slept on the couch and rarely even spoke to me. I decided shortly after New Year’s I’d return to living with my mother. I then reunited with a person I had met two summers before I got pregnant. We started dating at the end of January and have been together ever since. He is good to me. He loves me and my little girl. He has a 12-year-old son and a 4-year-old daughter.
We have decided to raise Danyka Nicole as our daughter with her sperm donor having nothing to do with her.
I found out that I am pregnant two weeks ago. I’m scared to go to the doctor to find out how far along I am. I didn’t plan to fall pregnant. It was the last thing I wanted. I feel like I’m trapped. My boyfriend is happy about the pregnancy and doesn’t understand how I feel.
I’m currently working, but I had planned to go back to varsity next year, but now I can’t. I can’t tell my family coz I’m scared of what they might do. I was meant to be the great child of the family but I messed everything up. I was thinking about having an abortion but I can’t find it in myself to do it. How do I choose between myself and the person growing inside me? How can I want to hurt an innocent being? But I find myself hating this poor little thing and that just makes me feel like a monster. Every day is a battle to survive. I find myself thinking more and more about killing myself. I even know how I’m going to do.
I feel trapped.
So I’m 14 years old, I’ll be 15 at the end of May. I found out that I’m pregnant a week ago.
The father is 18, and I really don’t even know him. I was stupid, he was stupid. Mistakes happen, I guess. I haven’t even told the father about anything. Well, my dad’s not around. He’s always on drugs, or in and out of jail. My mom works all day and all night. So I’m pretty much on my own, all by myself. I don’t know who to go to, or what to do. This past 2 weeks have been pretty crazy for me.
So I’m hoping that things will get better. They have to, or else I don’t know what I’m going to do.
I Have A Boyfriend. He is homeless too. We both decided to be like this.
I have been with him for about a year and 4 months and recently have been having sex with him. When I went to have a pregnancy test, my stomach was turning and my head was spinning. As soon as I got out of the bathroom, I fainted in my boyfriend’s arms. When I was conscious, I told him I was pregnant and he was jumping up and down with excitement. I knew I HAD to tell my parents and we both decided we were gonna tell our parents. And we did on the same day. Next thing we know, both our parents are screaming at us. My dad threw a glass at me and my boyfriend took me away. We are now living at a mate’s and sorting a house out. I was thinking about having an abortion. I rang them, but I didn’t talk. I love my boyfriend to bits and he really wants the baby. I have GAD ( general anxiety disorder) and am really panicking.
I need a friend to talk to. I don’t have any friends because all of them are bit***s!!! I really feel alone.
So I’m 19 and just found out that I’m almost 6 weeks pregnant. it wasn’t really a shock to me because I never used any kind of protection. I just didn’t think it would happen… I tried when I was with my boyfriend for about 5 months and never got pregnant. Then we broke up and then I’m pregnant. I don’t know, but I guess I was just meant to carry this baby. When I first thought I was pregnant, I got a clear blue test that tells you PREGNANT or NOT PREGNANT…
I went into my bathroom at 6:00 am and waited to see what came out… As I looked at the PG test, it said pregnant. My heart dropped I didn’t know if I should be happy or sad. I then called a few close friends and they supported me. I then called my ex-boyfriend (the father) and told him… He took it pretty well, but he doesn’t want to tell his parents because they are leaving for Russia in a few short weeks. He says he will tell them when they get back about 4 months from now… I told my parents and they accepted it. I’m on strict rules and feel like I’m 13 again lol, but I agreed with them… Well anyway, it’s really hard for me right now. I’m a recovering drug addict and a go-go dancer at clubs/raves.
I finally got an official contract for dancing and can no longer do it. I can’t drink anymore or do drugs. I’ve been trying to get off drugs for a while, but having to quit just like that so this baby stays healthy is killing me. It doesn’t help that my friends call me and want me to go out or brag about going out and having fun and partying. I want what is best for this baby. I do not want to hurt it in any way… But what can I do? These cravings and the boredom are hard. And the fact that all my friends won’t talk to me anymore because I’m not out there doing the drugs and party lifestyle with them. I feel hurt and alone. I don’t know how to stay home and not party or do anything. I can’t even go to the clubs because my parents think my drink will get spiked or someone will hit my stomach or anything… Is a baby really worth giving up an “it’s all about me” attitude for “it’s all about the baby”? I like to think it is. I think that this is a gift from God and that I would make a great mother and stop doing drugs and maybe find the right path again and meet some new friends that don’t bring me down with them.
I can’t wait to see and hold my baby for the first time when she looks into my eyes and I look into her’s and we feel the bond and she knows that she is safe in my arms and that she will never have to worry about a thing because I will always be there… That will be a feeling better than any drug out there let alone anything out there… Best feeling to know that you’re going to be a mother, the best for the baby…
Thanks for reading and God Bless
