It’s been 16 hours now since I found out I was pregnant. I am now 4 weeks gone.
I’m scared and I haven’t even told my parents. I can’t get an abortion. I’m scared I’ll regret it for the rest of my life. My only other option is adoption, but I’m still not sure. I have a feeling I want to keep it. I don’t want to be 20 and thinking…I wonder what would’ve happened if I had kept it. I keep calling it ‘IT’ because I still can’t believe that I have a baby growing inside me. Another human being. My own little baby. And when I see a newborn on TV, I think, wow, that could be me in 9 months. I need advice. I don’t know how to tell my parents. I’m only 15! What the hell was I thinking? It’s not even legal! I’m still throwing up and I keep feeling nauseous.
I’m just glad I found this website otherwise I would have been all alone. xxxx
I hope you can forgive me for what I have done. I do love you I really do. Not a day goes by when I don’t think about you. I always wonder what you would be like and what you would look like. I wish I could have held you in my arms. I’m sorry. I wonder what it would have been like with just me and you, cuddling and playing all day long. I love you so much. I always want you to know that. Walking into that hospital knowing that I will never get to see you or hold you just once. I know you would have been the most beautiful little boy or little girl. I will never see you walk your first steps or say your first words. I wish I could have seen you grow up. Just know that you are always in my heart and not one day will I ever go without thinking about my baby girl. I knew in my heart you were going to be my baby girl. I love you so much. Please forgive me for what I have done to you and for not giving you the chance, but you must know that I did this for you.
I couldn’t have given you the best, which you deserve. <3
Okay, well basically, I only just found out 2 days ago that I was three weeks pregnant. I was shocked at first, and so was my boyfriend who I have been with for 10 months now. We are very in love with each other and believe we will stay together forever.
When my parents found out, my mum started to cry. She shouted and got mad at first, obviously, and my dad was heartbroken. But my mum told me, that whatever I chose to do she and my dad will be with me 100% and I told her I didn’t want it. At that time, I hadn’t even thought about it much. But after really long thinking me and my boyfriend decided we did want it, and do well in our school work to give it a good future.
So I told my mum and she started to tell me what would happen. She said my family would all be gutted about it and will be very disappointed. She also said that we are making a really big mistake and that it will ruin our lives and my sisters would get bullied and all my friends would hate me. Now I’m scared of all that happening and I really don’t know what to do anymore. I want this baby, but my mum should know what’s best for me, right? So should I follow her advice and get rid of it? Or should I keep it? I honestly don’t know how hard it will be, having a baby at 15, and right now I’m under so much stress and I really don’t know what to do.
My boyfriend of one year told me he loved me. I believed him. We had sex. I got pregnant. I was waiting in my house to tell him when I heard the doorbell ring. So in my haste to get to the door, I fell down the stairs. My father found me with blood all around my lower area. At the hospital, they told me I was 4 weeks pregnant and I had miscarried. IN FRONT OF MY DAD. To say he was mad is an understatement.
He was so disappointed in me. I never even got the chance to tell my boyfriend. Never got the chance to cry over the baby I lost.
When I finally got the chance to tell him “I was pregnant, but he’s not there anymore.” He was furious thinking I had an abortion! No Way! I didn’t even get the chance to explain.
I got an infection 2 weeks later. Long story short. I CAN’T EVER HAVE KIDS.
I found out I was pregnant a week ago. It is still trying to sink in. I am not with the father. I have not yet told him, but I’m waiting for the best time to tell him. I see my midwife on Monday and I will find out how far along I am. A few family members and friends have suggested I get an abortion, but I’m not strong enough to do so, but it has put it into thought as I have a lot of goals in my life. My parents are very supportive and my brothers and sisters are too. One of my sisters is due to have her baby in June and I don’t know how she feels about my situation and how it will affect her and her baby as we all live with our parents. I really need some advice on what to do. I always take into consideration that maybe open adoption will be good, but it is just too much to take in at this time.
