Stand Up , Stand Up, Be a stand up girl x2
Vs. 1
You feel ashamed for what you’ve done
As you look at yourself in the mirror
Tears are streaming down your face
There are knots in your hair,
You know that you’re stuck there
You can’t go nowhere.
No money for abortion, but you don’t believe in it anyway
You’re wondering why you lied to them
‘Cause now you’ve lost your way
Chorus
Be a STANDUPGIRL and do the right thing
Be a STANDUPGIRL and tell the truth
No more hiding, no more lying
Be a STANDUPGIRL and do the right thing
Vs. 2
As the months go by, Your belly gets big
You’re tired and scared
Of the world you live in
The judgment and laughter
The lies that are spread
On the streets, in the cold
Wishing you were dead
(Chorus)
Stand up, stand up, stand up x4
Girl ! (chorus x2)
Recently, I thought I was pregnant.
I thought I got pregnant in Early Feb. While worrying, I think I actually DID get pregnant… I took a test.
I saw two lines. And Now I’m Confused!!! So … I will be taking a blood test hopefully on Monday!
Wish me luck… I want to be pregnant now, somewhat. Because after all this waiting and worrying, I kind of grew used to the idea. :/
So excited about my little man… I can’t wait until he gets here…
When I saw him on the 3d ultrasound, his nose was super big lol. I’m sure he will grow into it…
Finally established his name and it is ELIAJHA JOSEPH!
So I found out I was pregnant about four weeks ago. Me and my boyfriend were both pretty much in shock. Neither one of us ever thought that this would happen to us.
We finally told our parents and they are coping pretty well. I am turning 17 in May and a baby bump is not what I wanted. I just moved to a new school this year and was really trying to fit in well. I went to the doctor today because I am ten weeks along and have already gained 24 pounds. My ultrasound came out onto the screen with much more than expected. Twins. I am still in shock from the news today, but I am coming to. I didn’t expect this to happen to me nor did I wish it. We have decided to keep the baby and raise them with any help we can get.
If anybody has been through something like this and wouldn’t mind giving me some advice, I will take all I can get.
Why do teenage girls insist on getting pregnant?
I am not going to lie. I am 14 and I wanted to get pregnant, but I changed my mind.
That is too much work for a teenage girl.
I have been going out with my boyfriend for over a year. I found out I was 7 weeks pregnant 6 months ago.
I didn’t want to give up the life that was inside me. I had no one to turn to and talk to for support. The only person I could turn to was my boyfriend and a close friend who I know who has had an abortion in her past. No one forced me into having an abortion. I just thought it was the right thing to do at the time (no money and no job). I went to the doctor’s and he gave me a list of numbers. I hate abortions. I’m against it, but I still made an appointment. My boyfriend was happy, but wasn’t at the same time that I was pregnant. I remember a few months ago we both were saying that if I got pregnant, we would keep it, but it all changed when it happened. He got scared and felt like he wasn’t ready to be a father and I respected that.
I remember the whole thing. I woke up at 6 to get ready and it was an hour drive to the surgery clinic. It was the longest and hardest 6 hours of my life. My boyfriend came with me for support, but was shattered that he couldn’t come upstairs to hold my hand. Before the surgery, I saw my baby for the first and last time. I tried so hard not to break down into tears. I didn’t want people seeing me like that. It came to the time where my heart skipped so many beats when they called my name into surgery. I laid down on the table and all I could see were so many doctors and massive lights. As they put needles in, I wanted to scream out and say stop, but it was too late.
Next minute, I woke up in the recovering room. There was so many girls there. I felt so empty and disgusted in my self I just wanted to crawl into a hole and die. I so wished to wake up and to see my boyfriend there so I could cry in his arms. We finally got home and I hated myself so much. I stayed in my boyfriend’s arms for the rest of the night. The abortion has caused so much problems. I got depressed and ended in hospital because I took over 12 weight-loss pills. I hate myself that much. I have to punish myself. I have hard times being around babies and baby things. My friends are having babies and its killing me so much. With every experience you have, you grow. I can only share my story because I am unable to go back and change the decision we made. Till this day, me and my boyfriend are still together and I love him so much. We have so many problems. I just wish I can take everything back. I thank him so much for being there for me through thick and thin. I wish I kept my baby, but I now have to live with it.
Thank you for reading my story.
