WHERE DO I START……I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO… I WAS CONFUSED…I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED AND CARED FOR…

AFTER MY MOTHER GOT MARRIED TO MY NOW STEPDAD WAY TOO FAST, I FELT BETRAYED….I WANTED HER TO MYSELF… I JUST WANTED IT TO BE JUST HER AND I…AT FIRST, I DIDN’T LIKE HIM BECAUSE HE WAS TAKING UP TOO MUCH OF HER TIME AND SHE WASN’T THERE 4 ME ANYMORE…I DIDN’T EVEN GET TO SEE HER MUCH…SLOWLY BUT SURELY, I WAS LOSING MY MOM….I WAS DATING THIS GUY, WHICH I STILL LOVE DEARLY, WHO WAS THERE 4 ME WHEN I NEEDED HIM THE MOST. BUT AFTER DEALING WITH HIM AND HAVING SEXUAL INTERCOURSE, I LATER ON FOUND OUT I WAS 5 WEEKS PREGNANT… I WAS SCARED… I COULDN’T BELIEVE IT… WHEN I TOLD HIM, HE WAS SOOOO EXCITED… THIS IS WHAT HE WANTED MORE THAN ANYTHING… I AM NOW 8 WEEKS PREGNANT AND TODAY IS THE DAY I DECIDED I WANT TO BREAK THE NEWS TO MY MOMMY AND LET HER KNOW I’M EXPECTING… DON’T KNOW WHAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN OR HOW THINGS IS GONNA PLAY OUT… BUT NO MATTER WHO I MAY LOSE AND WHO I MAY GAIN…. I WILL NOT PICK THE EASY WAY OUT BECAUSE I’M ALREADY IN LOVE WITH MY BABY…

AND MY BABY IS MY WORLD…AND THATS THE ONLY HUMAN THAT MATTERS TO ME..