Hi, I’m 16, 17 in April and I’m 5 months pregnant.

It’s not an easy thing at all. My mom threw me out when she found out. I’m living with my grandparents. The father doesn’t know. He was a one-time thing, my first and only. I feel ashamed to walk out in public with my belly showing. I wear sweaters two sizes too big and very loose jeans. The only people who really know are my family. I no longer attend school, I do work from home. I only go out when I really need to. I wish I could have found this website earlier. It’s been so hard trying to deal with this alone. I have no idea what I’m going to do when this baby comes. I can’t give it up, I’m too attached. The scariest part of all this is thinking I have to do it alone.

But that’s all for now.