Hello. I just wanted to shared a little bit of my story. I got pregnant when I was 15 years old, and I gave birth to my son when I was 16 years old. Right now I am 24 and I have a 7 year old boy. I’m going to have to say that I guess I always looked for something out side my house, I always felt that something was missing, I didn’t know what, but I always felt something was empty. And I tried to find it on my friend, boyfriend. I don’t know what I was thinking but I wanted to get pregnant.
When I got pregnant, it was really scary. My boyfriend never left me. And he moved in with me when my son was born. All the pregnancy I felt really sad, and even more when he was born. I got depression. I drop out of school. Time went by, and I got over the depression, how? I don’t know how. My boyfriend and I were together but didn’t have a good relationship. When I was 18 years old, I got birth to a baby girl, she is 4 now. And I also got depression, and as the first time, I just let time past. And after that my relationship with my boyfriend got worst. I couldn’t handle it any more. But one day I started to beg God to help me, I didn’t tell him how to do it, or I didn’t tell him to change my boyfriend, I just beg him with all my hard to take that pain away from me, that I didn’t wanted to cry any more. I beg Him every day be being on my knees. And another day I remember that I had and old bible, and I started reading it every day also. I didn’t used to be a church girl, and I used to hate Christianity. But someone invited me to a Christian church, and I said yes. I honestly believe, that was the best decision I had made in my life. I started to change, little by little. Now I didn’t used to fight with my boyfriend, I didn’t care if he went out with friends.
I started to go to church every Sunday and Thursdays. And my boyfriend saw that change in me. For the dirt time in my life I had found that “person” that I looked all my life, and hi was GOD. He made me so happy, that only the persons that had meet him, only understand. One Sunday my boyfriend accept to go in to church. Since that day he had been going to church. It took time but he change. He is a wonderful father, a wonderful husband, because after that we got married. One day God told me he was going to give me a beautiful family, and I didn’t believe Him,, but He wanted me it serve Him first. And I didn’t do it, and everything got worst. And when He change my husband and I started to serve Him, I did remember those word, and He was right. He DID gave me a wonderful family, a wonderful pastor, a wonderful church, a wonderful life. And I don’t change anything that I had been through, because that way I got to meet my God. And now I see my ex friends groom school, and I see them doing bad stuff that God doesn’t like and sad. I don’t change my life. I don’t say is the best way to meet God. But form me it was the only way., and I don’t change the pain that I had to past to meet Him. Girls don’t have to go through all this, they can avoid all the pain, meet God, live a wonderful life. Choose God first and He’ll give them everything, because with out Him, we are NOTHING!
God bless you’ll…
