Why did you hurt me?

You were like my brother, I’ve known you since I was 5. Why couldn’t you just go away? You knew it was wrong. Why did u rape me for 3 years? I WANT TO KNOW. I was 9 when you started, you were 24. What was wrong with you? You lived/worked with my dad, you were like his son, and now look what u did. What is your reason? I was a kid, you were a man.

When I was 11, I had a bf. I love him and still do. I still see him. I know you hate him. Why do u hate him? Because you thought I was sleeping with him, but he’s not like you. He would never force himself on me. A, I told u stuff I’ve never told anyone and then you turned around and raped me. You used what I told you to hurt me in so many ways. Then you beat the crap out of me when I told you I think I’m pregnant. 2 hours you beat me and told me to say I fell down the stairs outside.

Well, look now. You’re in prison for 4 to 8 years. And I have a wonderful baby boy who I love to death. If you think you will get to see him, you’re wrong. You will never see him. You do drugs and you drink 24/7. You will have to kill me in order to see MY son.

I hope you are happy where you are.