New Mommy

I am praying for you, and the lil bugger. I wish you all of the luck, god is with you.

As you have read my story i will also write more to you. He is your boyfriend, and if he ever wants your relationship to continue he will listen to you. even though my boyfriend did not pressure me into what i did, he was there for me, but we are no longer together. The guilt was too much, and for many reasons we are not together. We had been dating for 3 years and it was amazing he was my best friend. I now miss him so much, but due to the abortion i cannot stand to see him. I have lost two things i truly loved in result. If you get this abortion like your boyfriend tell syou too, he may also being feeling guilty, becuase you are most likely to have many post-abortion symptoms. Guilt, depression, suicidal thoughts are all of mine. Now if your boyfriend loves you and cares at all he will not want this for you. If these dont phase him, he doesnt care about you. You are better off to raise your child alone. Please do not to do this becuase of pressure. This was the worst decision i have ever made, and it was just to please everyone else. I will never forgive myself of my mom. As will you, you will always resent your boyfriend. and if you guys are planning to stay together, get married, and raise a family there will always be tension between you. You will never forgive him. Please dont do this, and like i said if he doesnt care about this baby or you, then he will continue to tell you to get an abortion. If this is the case please leave him, he may be the childs father but you are better off without that. Please dont do this from pressure is all i ask. You will always regret it, and will never forgive him.