Angela…I read your story..and it really made me think of me. I am 6 weeks pregnant and feel exactly the same way as you. Everyone seems to be saying to have an abortion…its hard…I already love this baby same as you. Its just different for the people who arent carrying it…I dont know what I will do either…its a hard decision and i know that either choice seems impossible right now. I feel like I dont want to abort it…because it feels wrong and at the same time am I ready to be a mother right now??? its very hard…I just wanted to let you know I know how you are feeling and you arent alone…it seems like no one understands…but just know this….you cant take back abortion..and if you are determined enough you can do all the things you wanted to do with a baby too…it wont be easy…but you can do it!