I know he loves me, and I know that "they"say it’s a disease blah blah blah, and I wish I could do that tough love but it’s hard, especially when I’m with child. I know that I can do this on my own but I just don’t want to and I don’t want my child to grow up with no father, sure he’ll have father figures . . my dad and my brother are excellent guys who will regardless of my boyfriends status be excellent role models, I guess I just want what he’s not ready to give me 🙁