I can tell you are going through so much right now. I know it is hard, but you musn’t stress. Stress is not good. I can only say do what you feel is right. I can tell that you already have strong feelings for your baby. It is not uncommon to be a single mother. I would not encourage it because I have been there. However, it can be done. Listen to your heart. Your heart will speak to you and let you know what to do. The heart never lies. For that ex-man you have…..LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!! He is so bad for you. Abusive relationships can be hard and no one deserves that. Get out and stay out. If you decide to keep the baby, this is the next best choice you can make. I wish you much luck.