EmotionalDice

i dont think its ever going to get easier…. its been about 3 months and i still can’t get over it… i don’t even see my daughter any more… i don’t feel comfortable with her… knowing what i did i can’t stand being around her and I’m sure by now she doesn’t even know I’m her mom…. but what ever her life is better without me there… she wont ever have to worry if she was a mistake or if she was suppose to be in the same place as the other baby and now she’ll never know what her dad did to me… she’ll always grow up think of her daddy as the number one man in the world