I think about it all the time. I have had an abortion and I regret it every day.

I know if I could go back, I would keep my little girl. It’s hard sometimes not to cry. It’s been a year in one month and to this day, I still get teary-eyed when I see something pertaining to pregnancy or abortion. My baby girl’s name was gonna be Trebel Preciayious Hunter. She would have been born January 27. I keep thinkin of seeing the sonogram and hearin her heartbeat, that’s what killed me, that’s what made me break. I keep thinkin what a horrible thing I have done and how can I grow and become someone I once thought I was.

What can I do? And how can I get there?