I am 22 years old and I just found out I’m 4 weeks pregnant.

I’m going into my final year at university, and hardly have any money to provide for the baby. And I’m worried if I have the baby, I won’t be able to cope, in many ways. I don’t know if I’ll be able to finish uni. The other thing is that I’ve been with my boyfriend for only 3 months even though I  went out with him when I was 16 and we got back together. He wants the baby, but I don’t know if I love him and I would be trapped with him if I have the baby. He’s already got another child and he wants me to look after the child as well as mine once I get a place of my own. But that would be waaay too much for me to cope with. I can barely come to terms with looking after my own child. I don’t agree with abortion. Every time I think about aborting my baby, I feel like crying so much. I don’t know if I can live with myself aborting my own baby, but I also feel like it’s my only choice.

I really need some advice from someone desperately as I’ve booked an abortion appointment on Saturday but I still don’t know what to do.