I am 15 years old, and I am 35 weeks pregnant. I am due on Feb. 3!! I am scared to death I can never think of anything positive. I'm alone the father of my unborn child does not want anything to do with him/her. Yeh by the way I dont know what it is going to be yet either. When I found out I was pregnant I could not do anything but sit there and cry and ask my self why did this happen to me!! I thought about adoptions and abortions but since i had sex and got pregnant its my job to take care of this child!  Well things have changed even though the father isnt here I am trying to deal with this the best way I can I have friends and family that is supporting me and helping me! Every day when I wake up I just sit there and think wow! This is MINE! no body can take it away from me. I am in total control! I make the decessions.. IYes, it hurts and i have no money, no job, still in school. But I know everything will be okay as soon as i see this baby how wonderful it is going to be, and how it is going to grow up and make something of its life! Now i'm really looking forward to having this baby! Yes I'm young, but it was my decession to have sex so this is the outcome and i'm ready to take anything and everything that comes my way!!