Hi, this is my first time being pregnant and this is not how I imagined my first pregnancy being like this. I have had a couple of friends that have been pregnant and had to face the decision of getting an abortion or not but I just never thought it would happen to me. I know this may sound really bad, but I always said that if I got pregnant this young, I would definitely have an abortion because I have always said I wanted children once my career and life were sorted out. But now it’s a reality and I am pregnant. I don’t know if I can do it… I feel so lost right now 🙁

I’m only 18, I’m not actually with the father of my baby and he wants me to have an abortion, I’m not sure if my family will support me, I live at home and I don’t work.
I’m sure the housing situation could be sorted out and I could probably just about cope with money, but even if I had everything, I will still be alone… My heart says to keep my baby… But my head says I’m not ready… Especially if I have to go at it alone.

I really don’t know what to do…