Hi, this is my first time being pregnant and this is not how I imagined my first pregnancy being like this . I have had a couple friends that have been pregnant and had to face the decision of getting an abortion or not but i just never thought it would happen to me. I know this may sound really bad, but i always said that if I got pregnant this young I would definitely have an abortion because I have always said I wanted children once my career and life was sorted out but now it’s a reality and i am pregnant I don’t know if I can do it…I feel so lost right now 🙁
I’m only 18, i’m not actually with the father of my baby and he wants me to have an abortion, i’m not sure if my family will support me, I live at home and I don’t work.
I’m sure the houseing situation could be sorted out and I could probably jus about cope with money but even if I had everything I will still be alone…my heart says keep my baby…but my head says im not ready…especially if I have to go at it alone. I really don’t know what to do…
