I’m 14, turning 15 in a couple of days.

And I have a boyfriend… We have been going out for 4 months now. And we have talked about sex
and I have told him since we started dating that I’m not ready. Because I’m a virgin. He says that he’s gonna wait for me until we get married…Which is in like 2 years… But sometimes when I’m with him, it gets so tempting… And I try to calm myself down but sometimes, I just can`t…
And I think about it… And it’s so hard because I have no one to talk to… He tells me that if I get pregnant, he will take responsibility. I am so in love with him… But I’m not ready to have sex… I want to.,. I really do, but I can`t right now… I’m so confused… Sometimes, I cry because idk what to do… Should I wait… Or should I have sex with him just to make him happy? I’m scared that after that, he will just leave me…

I really need some advice.