So about a month ago, me and my really good friend “hooked up”, if you wanna call it that…

I’m scared… I really like him. He says he really likes me. I’m scared, I don’t know. I don’t wanna let someone into my life again and get hurt… I’m so scared. It’s happened too many times. But that day, we had sex, and well, the condom fell off… Me and his mom are going in to get me tested… He and his mom really want the baby, but I’m too scared to tell my mom, who is bipolar, and stepdad, who is an alcoholic… Right now, my really good friend is in rehab for 4 months… I talked to him for the 1st time last night… I get to talk to him tonight, YAYYYY. But I’m scared this whole thing will ruin our friendship…

What do I do on all of this?!?!?!?! HELP