What I’m feeling; is it real?
Holy hands; touched my heart to heal
In your presence is where I’m strong
With daily battles to be fought
Sword of faith; Victories are Won
With Holy eyes; will you see me now?
I’m captured; By His Holy arms
Your spiritual embrace
I feel your Love
I know now; that I‘ve seen your face Your tears of Mercy and tears of Grace
Shower on me
Tears of Peace; Tears of Love
Transfer onto my soul
And when I feel I’ve lost control
I will cry holy tears; until you make me whole.
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If only you can see through my eyes
Then you’d realize the way I feel inside
You’d see through what appears to be
Perfect character’s illusion,
With hidden fantasies.
Deep secrets, too far for hands to reach
Devious eyes my spirit sees
Guilty face and ghostly looks
If only you can feel the pain that my heart feels
When hidden secrets are revealed
A withered rose with petals fallen on the ground
In a sea of tears emotions begin to drown
Cold winter winds where passions become chilled
Until the seasons change, or will time remain still
If only you can see exactly what I see
Blind you have become not able to see me
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Ok, so I started having weird bleeding. I was having a little cramp. then when I went to the washroom, and wiped there was some blood on the tissue, but no blood clots.
Only like really light like watered down with some brownish (TMI). & no knee aches like when I get my period… Now the cramps have stopped and bleeding only LIGHT LIGHT and really watery, brownish… Plus my PERIOD is not due for another WEEK. And I’ve still been feeling sooo nauseous and sooo tired… So what’s up??
Could it be implantation bleeding??
I always feel tired.
I’ve been sick (throwing up. I’ve been getting yeast infections a lot. I eat more than I can handle. I don’t like doing a lot anymore. I get headaches all the time now. All I want to do is lay down
It’s been a while since I have had access to my laptop… alone.
It’s been a difficult few days here in… I won’t get into the messy details because nobody likes those. Well… I will share a few otherwise, what’s the point of writing right? Well, my daughter, my beautiful beautiful, beautiful (I could go on) daughter picked up a bug from school and ended up in the hospital, which was beyond terrifying. Then my mother, who I worship, well she too found her way in the hospital the very next day. My father, the stable rock he’s been my whole life… Well, he LOST IT. The time I needed him the most, he lost it. Anyway, long story short, I felt as though my world was falling down around me and there was no one. I read something a while ago, we come into life alone and we leave life alone. That is why we cling onto those we have around us so tightly.
Both mom and daughter are still in hospital but are doing well.
Well today, I hope is a better day.
So far I have been down and not myself and well with load’s on my mind. A lot of things have just been bugging me about a lot of my so-called friends. You would think they would be on my side, but well some aren’t and well I know I shouldn’t care, but I do…….
Till next time.
