My little girl, Madison.

Wow, time goes by so fast.

It feels like just yesterday I was terrified staring at a plus sign. Now I have my beautiful baby girl, who’s going to be 5 months old. It’s insane how it went so slow. Now that she’s here, time’s passing way too fast. It doesn’t seem like she’s just 4 months old. It feels like she’s always been here. I don’t remember a time in my life that I was as happy, and grateful as I am, right now, in this very moment. She is my everything, just as any mother would say. She brings such a joy to my life, it’s undescribable. She is 4 months, 1 week, and 2 days old. That means 4 months, 1 week, and 2 days since my life turned upside down and made a complete 180, and also that long since I had a good night’s sleep.

I love my daughter more than anyone in the world. =] I just wanted to share.

why god did you take her away from me

My body wouldn’t let my baby survive. How can I let my body survive now?

I was going to give my life to her. Now I have nothing to live for. Now I’m more alone than I have ever been. I miss her. So much. Now, I’m not going to be a mother. I’m not anything and there is no reason for me to stay alive.

She was my last hope of a happy existence.

Could I be?

Well First off, I’m TTC (Trying To Conceive) so this just might be wishful thinking on my behalf.

I started spotting on the 12-13th of May, and then I got my “period” on the 14th, which was pinkish/brownish. That went on till the 18th then it got heavy, and seemed more like my normal period, but it only stayed heavy for 2 days, then went back to being light till the 23-24th.

I’ve never had a period like that. Mine are always heavy for 3-4 days then light, and I always have signs that my period is coming. I got none of them this time.

Now for almost 2 weeks, I’ve had nausea, which comes and goes in waves throughout the day. I can’t stand the smell of red onion or bacon. Sometime last month ( I cant remember the day), I almost fainted in my kitchen but at the time, I put it down to the fact i had the flu.

The nausea has been getting worse the last 3 days.

Last month, I swore I was pregnant. I just had this gut feeling, but I’m not sure if this was because that would’ve been the month I had my baby, if I hadn’t of had a miscarriage.

I took a pregnancy test at the start of last month, which was neg. (though it did have a shadow line! soo annoying :angry: ) and I took another one today, also a neg, but i took it in the afternoon, plus I don’t know if this matters but it was just a really cheap, no name one.

So I ask the question. Can you have a “period” like this and still be pregnant?

I’m trying to get in to see a doctor tomorrow to see what’s going on. Till then, I shall enjoy my ginger ale!

Faith, Strength, and Courage

Hi, I’m a teenage mother.

At the age of 14, I learned I, was 4 months pregnant. My first thought was that it couldn’t be true. But of course, the doctor wasn’t listening. At the time, that was the most devastating thing I had ever heard. My mama was with me when I, found out and her expression was over a million words. And of course, her most famous expression was disappointment. My baby’s father wasn’t anywhere around. He had left town and I was all alone. When he came back, I was six months pregnant and he didn’t believe me. He argued with me and tried to fight me and said my baby wasn’t his. I cried almost every night of my pregnancy and was all alone. My mom wasn’t there for me. She put me down a lot during my pregnancy and talked about me. I guessed it was just her way of dealing with it.

During the whole 9 months of my pregnancy, life was horrible. I had no support group. It was just me and my unborn child. To make a long story shorter, on June 11 at 3:49 p.m. After 12 hours and 49 minutes of labor, I gave birth to my beautiful daughter Kaliya. After I had her, life didn’t get better because after you have a child, there’s a reality check to come along and a lot of life learned lesson. But now things are going good for me. I’m working. Kaliya is in childcare and I am in my senior year of high school. Her father is still a pain in the butt and still isn’t any help. But hey, I made it this far without him so I know the sky is the limit.

To all the other teenage mothers out there, I’m 17 years old and doing it on my own. If I can do it, I know you can to. All it takes is faith, strength, and courage.

Is it wrong for me to want that something special

Wazzup {Standupgirl}

I really want to have a baby! I know that, that may sound so crazii. But sometimes, I feel so lonely. Having a baby can change a lot that goes on in my world. I will have someone that will love me unconditionally. I know that many girls talk about how getting pregnant is a huge mistake. But I also hear a lot of them saying how much they love their child after it is born. Is it wrong for me to want a baby so badly?

{{{{{{{{{{Mz. Wanna Boo}}}}}}}}}

my story! and update

Hey everyone…….. This is a new profile. I was on here as asdcb1221 but I kinda had login troubles. Soooo yeah here, I am on here…. I have been a member of this site for about 3 years…………..

At the age of 13, I found out I was pregnant with my boyfriend’s (of 3 years) baby… He was happy when I told him but that happiness faded within a few months… I found out that he was cheating on me with another girl and had been doing so for the last year of our relationship. I was crushed and upset and I cried for days…. Then when I was 5 months into my pregnancy, I lost the baby…..

After I lost her, I started a downward spiral. I started cutting my wrists and I felt like there was nothing to live for…… but then now at 16, I have found the man of my dreams and I love him sooooo much… And he has a profile on here too…. Me and him have been together for 7 months and we are planning on being together longer.

If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here for you and also, he is here for you too…..

TTYL love all. Peace..!