I dd found out about this site since I was interested on how and what to do when I get pregnant! Since I’m not so hundred percent sure that I was pregnant, I can’t really tell the feeling of becoming pregnant and becoming a mommy soon! I just wanna know what the others would tell when they become one of the many mommies out there!
When I was reading some stories here in the StandUpGirl site, I was so disappointed on the number of the teenagers/young pregnant women who tried or stick it into their mind to abort the baby, not to mention the MOTHERs who tolerate/FORCED their daughters to do the abortion.
I’ve been having the symptoms of a pregnant woman… I vomit, I can’t sleep easily even though I really want to sleep always, that I wasn’t been before. I do usually cramp for foods but I really notice some differences. Lately, especially on the amount i eat. Many nights, I cried since I don’t feel well, thinking that it was so hard to feel this way (I wasn’t still sure if I’m pregnant). The reason that I don’t still want to know the truth is that “I don’t want to know that I’m not pregnant (if I’m not really pregnant), I don’t know what to do if I’m not pregnant! I’ve/we’ve been married for almost 2 years (June 28) and I’m not getting younger anymore. That is why I/we are hoping that there will be baby soon!
I don’t want to be disappointed when I know I wasn’t pregnant…
I don’t know what to feel if I confirm that I’m pregnant!
I really wanna feel the happiness that you feel!
I have my first ultrasound next Tuesday to figure out a due date. Afterwards, I’ll be making an appointment for my second ultrasound to find out the sex, very exciting!
In the past week, I’ve realised a lot. I got my blood taken for the first unpleasant time and felt like I would get sick or pass out, which is teaching me that in order for something good to happen, sometimes you have to go through hell before you get there. I’ve been thrown a few curve balls from my boyfriend, friends, and myself, which is teaching me to take things as they come because what’s done is done and you can’t plan life. I’ve been working on my apartment with girlfriends, which is teaching me to live my life for another tiny soul. I used to be such a patient and loving person and over the years of broken hearts and dreams, I’ve dropped it somewhere along the road of life and haven’t yet come across it.
What I thought to be such a terrible thing in the beginning has taken a U-turn. My little angel inside of me has somehow found my patience and love, picked it up in their tiny palm and is offering it back to me. As days turn to weeks and weeks to months, I’m regaining my patience and love thanks to my little angel. I know I have a lot of learning to do, and my angel is showing me as we go along this journey together, hand in hand, heart in heart.
well I’m currently 15 days late, 23/06, and I haven’t taken a test cause well, I was on antibiotics and I thought I was late because of that but maybe I was wrong. Well I might go by myself or just tell 1 of my close friends and she’d come with me to get a test before the week ends so whatever happens, happens.
I’m happy whether or not I’m pregnant so it’s all good 🙂
Okay so this blog is going to tell you my story (obviously since it’s in the title).
I found out I was a month pregnant at the age of 18, the week before I turned 19. I was so scared yet excited all in the same breathe. I told my boyfriend and he was excited and scared as well. He’s been supportive so has his family. So I’m not alone throughout this pregnancy. But I have had a lot of negativity in my pregnancy. When you’re young, you sort of realize who your true friends are when something this big happens. My best friend of 5 years when I told her I was pregnant told me I was ruining my life and should abort it. I told her I couldn’t and wouldn’t ever do something like that because I knew there was a chance I could conceive even using the proper birth control and I still chose to have sex. It’s not this unborn child’s fault that it happened, it’s nobody’s fault. Because this child is a blessing and something that I wouldn’t give up for the world.
Anyways, when I told her I wouldn’t abort, it she bailed on my life. And wrote cruel evil things about me on Facebook. I was hurt and upset by it but in the end, I realized there’s no reason to be. She is just being immature and trying to get me upset. I’m now 6 months pregnant. And my life is getting more and more complicated. My doctor has me on a leave of absence from work because I have blood pressure problems. It can rise and then drop severely, which is really bad I’m guessing. So my boyfriend is the sole income coming in. And we’re trying to save for a vehicle and we’re trying to get a place. I live with my parents but my mom is trying to control my pregnancy and won’t listen to me. She also says things like me and my boyfriend won’t last and he will abandon me and all sorts of cruel things that make me upset. Because my boyfriend won’t ever do that. He’s the best thing in my life. He’s been my best friend for 6 years and my boyfriend for two… So I know he won’t leave my life or our child. And my mom keeps planning and trying to keep me here in her house so she can control my child and my life. She’s already telling me where I’m going to force it to go to school and such. It’s just so infuriating.
But yeah, this is my story so far! I hope you enjoyed reading it so far, haha. I’ll update you as much as I can 🙂
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My period is 2 months late,
and It’s stress, I know It Is.
Being late and all though, the thought
of having a baby amazes me and warms my heart.<3
I love babies and toddlers, and kids of all ages.<3
I know being a teen mother would be extremely difficult,
and I would be putting my life on hold, in all aspects.
But If It happens, I am by no means questioning It.
I wouldn’t have to think about It, I will love my baby
unconditionally; with their father in my life or not.
I wasn’t pregnant, what a relief off my shoulder!!! But still, had I been pregnant, my life would have been totally different!
I would never have met my new boyfriend or been able to experience life outside living with Mom and Dad. But, I do want to be a mother.
My mom I found out has breast cancer this week. I can’t believe it! My mom, the only one I’ll ever have is in such danger!!! Oh dear.
