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twinstwinstwinstwins! o god help us now!

Stand Up Girl – Written By: Dorothy L. Houston

Stand Up , Stand Up,  Be a stand up girl x2

Vs. 1

You feel ashamed for what you’ve done
As you look at yourself in the mirror
Tears are streaming down your face
There are knots in your hair,

You know that you’re stuck there

You can’t go nowhere.

No money for abortion, but you don’t believe in it anyway
You’re wondering why you lied to them
‘Cause now you’ve lost your way

Chorus

Be a STANDUPGIRL and do the right thing
Be a STANDUPGIRL and tell the truth
No more hiding, no more lying
Be a STANDUPGIRL and do the right thing

Vs. 2

As the months go by, Your belly gets big
You’re tired and scared
Of the world you live in
The judgment and laughter
The lies that are spread
On the streets, in the cold
Wishing you were dead
(Chorus)

Stand up, stand up, stand up x4
Girl ! (chorus x2)

MY LIFE IN HELL

HI MY NAME IS  MARQUEISHA IM 17 YEARS OLD AND IJUST WONT TO SEE KAN SUMEBOBY RELAT E TO MY STORYAND HELP ME OUT.

WELL WHEN I WAS 15 I MEET THIS BOY AND WE STARTED DATING BUT HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND AND I HAD A BOYFRIEND SO I BROKE UP WITH HIM SO I CAN DATE SOMEBODY ELSE. SO MY BITRH DAY WAS COMING UP AND I WAS TURNING 16.

SO 2 MONTHS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT  AND MY STOMACH WAS HURTING SO BAD AND NOT JUST ONE THING THAT WAS GOING TO SHOCK MY FAMILY WHEN I TOLD THEM I WAS PREGNANT BUT 2 AND SO I NEVER TOLD MY FAMILY THAT I WAS PREGNANT AND I NEVER TOLD THEM THAT I HAD A STD EITHER.SO WHEN MY MOM FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT SHE MADE ME GET AN ABORTION AND THAT NOT REALLY WHAT I WONT SO I GOT.

THEN I IN UP GETTING PREGNANT 3 MORE TIMES BY THE SAME BOY AND I CRYD SO MUCH BECAUSE I REALLYY WONT TO KEEP MY BABY BUT SHE WONT LET ME AND I HURT THAT I HAD TO GET RID OF SOMETHING THAT I ALWAYS WONT AND DREAM OF HAVING.IT STILL HURT TO THIS DAY BECAUSE I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND AND HE REALLY LOVE ME TO AND WE BOTH WONT TO HAVE THE BABY AND START ARE OWN FAMILY .I WISH SHE COULD HAVE JUST BEEN A REAL MOM AND CAME TO SEE IF THAT THE DECISON THAT WE WONTED TO MAKE AND SHE DID THAT WAY I STILL DISLIKE HER BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT WAS MY DECISON AND NOT HERS.

I WISH I KAN GO BACK AND CHANGE ALL 4 TIMES IT HAPPEN BUIT YOU CANT CHANGE THE PAST YOU JUST GOT TO HOPE ON THE FUTURE ANE THAT WHAT IM DOING I REALLY WONT TO HAVE HIS BABY BUT IT SEEM LIKE EVERYBOBY KEPT GETTING IN ARE WAY WHEN WE TRY TO DO .I JUST I CAN REALLY CHANGE THAT BUT IT HAPPEN I WISH 1 DAY I KAN JUST TELL HER TAHT I REALLY WONT TO KEEP MY BABY AND IN HURT AND IM STILL RECOVER OVER IT.

HELP ME MAKE THE RITE DECISON THAT WOULD BENFITS ME AND MY BOYFRIEND.

GIVE ME SOME ADVICE ABOUT HOW TO TALK MY MOM IN LETTING ME KEEP MY BABY

 

 

My Goodness, what a rollercoaster.

Recently, I thought I was pregnant.

I thought I got pregnant in Early Feb.  While worrying, I think I actually DID get pregnant… I took a test.
I saw two lines. And Now I’m Confused!!! So … I will be taking a blood test hopefully on Monday!

Wish me luck… I want to be pregnant now, somewhat. Because after all this waiting and worrying, I kind of grew used to the idea. :/

It’s a Boy!!!!!!!!!!

So excited about my little man… I can’t wait until he gets here…

When I saw him on the 3d ultrasound, his nose was super big lol. I’m sure he will grow into it…

Finally established his name and it is ELIAJHA JOSEPH!

bigg news

So I found out I was pregnant about four weeks ago. Me and my boyfriend were both pretty much in shock. Neither one of us ever thought that this would happen to us.

We finally told our parents and they are coping pretty well. I am turning 17 in May and a baby bump is not what I wanted. I just moved to a new school this year and was really trying to fit in well. I went to the doctor today because I am ten weeks along and have already gained 24 pounds. My ultrasound came out onto the screen with much more than expected. Twins. I am still in shock from the news today, but I am coming to. I didn’t expect this to happen to me nor did I wish it. We have decided to keep the baby and raise them with any help we can get.

If anybody has been through something like this and wouldn’t mind giving me some advice, I will take all I can get.