Baby Isaac!

Yesterday at 9:36, my 2nd brother was born!

He is the 10th in my family.  He is 10 lbs and 9 oz.  What a chunk! He is such a blessing.

Love you, Isaac!
Your Sister

Confused & Upset!!

About 3 months ago now, I hadn’t had a period for 2 months.

Me & my boyfriend really believed I was pregnant as I had symptoms because we had talked about what we were going to do. I had drilled it into my head that there was no doubt that I was 100% pregnant. We did a pregnancy test before I came on my period and it said: “negative”. I was absolutely devastated. I had believed so much that I was pregnant then when it said I wasn’t I was heartbroken. It’s been about a month now since this happened and I am still not over it. I didn’t mention it to my boyfriend because obviously, he’s copped with it just fine but I haven’t. I have recently been put on antidepressants for other reasons and I was thinking to wonder if that’s why I wasn’t pregnant? I’m not 100% sure and would love to hear if anybody does know about these things. Also with what’s happened, I’ve found myself more depressed than I was before. I’ve been really paranoid saying that “I’m never going to be able to have children” as similar situations have happened before.

I’m really confused and would appreciate any advise.

Thank you

xx

so much excitment :)

I’m in my second trimester, exactly 20 weeks along.

Tomorrow is my check-up with my new OB and I’m so excited. Because for the past few days, my baby has been really moving inside my womb and I can’t help it. I’m so happy. No one can make me feel this happiness. You’re just sitting, watching TV, listening to music, eating, chatting with someone, and I can really feel my baby is moving and for a while, I need to stop whatever I’m doing and talk to my baby. 🙂

I’m also hoping that tomorrow, we will know the gender of my baby. (cross fingers) because my baby is 20 weeks already. 🙂

My boyfriend and I were so much excited for tomorrow! 🙂

Good luck to me!

the day i will never forget

Hi, I fell pregnant when I was 20 years old and had only been with my boyfriend for about 4 months.

So, quite a shock to us both, but we were happy and decided to keep the baby. Everything was going great, no problems at all. I had my dating scan and everything was fine. My pregnancy progressed and I bonded with my baby. I was so happy to know that I was soon going to be a mam. When it came to my 20-week scan, I found out I was having a girl. I was so overjoyed that I left the hospital with a picture of my baby and went to tell all my family the good news. They were so happy.

But then 3 days later, I experienced some really bad pain and bleeding. I knew that wasn’t good. So I went to the hospital to get checked out. They monitored my baby’s heartbeat and it was strong. I thought that had got to be a good sign. Then the doctor come and checked me and told me and my partner that I was having a miscarriage and there was little chance of my baby girl surviving. Within that moment, my life fell apart. I didn’t know what to do. I just had to go through the normal labour. It was awful. 4 hours later, my baby was born. I looked at the midwife, hopeful, waiting for my baby to cry. She, she never did. They took my baby away. A few hours later, I went to see my baby girl. She was perfect. We named her Amygrace.

In time, we had her funeral, the worst day of our life. I will never forget our little angel. Last year, I fell pregnant again. Never been so scared, but I’m happy to say. I went full term and had a beautiful healthy baby boy. He is 5 month old now and is doing fantastic. We will tell him about his big sister some day and love her just as much as we do.

What am I going to do?

What am I going to do now?

I am 15 years old and I’m 6 weeks pregnant. What do I do now? I don’t know the first thing about babies! I know I want to keep it, but I don’t know how I’m supposed to take care of it. I can’t work because I’m not old enough, but I can’t expect my mom to buy everything and support it, because she’s not the parent, I am.

My boyfriend wants this baby so badly. He says he will stick by me through it all. But I’m scared.

FRUSTRATED

So everything was going good, finally accepted and gained the courage to do this whole single-parent thing.

A couple of days ago, the FOB called me to see how I was doing. I was kind of relieved he called, thinking we could be civil toward one another. I was TOTALLY WRONG. So he tells me he let HIS OTHER BABY’S MAMMA KNOW I WAS EXPECTING. I was MAD because he TOLD her because I feel IT IS NONE OF HER BUSINESS and also, HE SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO ME FIRST.  He said she had a right to know regardless if him and I talked about it first.

AM I WRONG FOR BEING COMPLETELY PISSED OFF?  FIRST OFF, HE SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO ME FIRST. SECOND, WHY IS HE TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT ME BEING PREGNANT WHEN HE STATED HIMSELF HE DIDN’T WANT ANOTHER BABY AND BASICALLY DOESN’T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT? THEN HE TELLS ME THAT HE’LL LET ME KNOW IN THE FUTURE IF HE’S GOING TO BE THERE FOR THE BABY. HE IS CONFUSING ME BECAUSE ONE MINUTE, HE IS FREAKING OUT, ASKING ME TO GET AN ABORTION. THEN THE NEXT, HE’S GOING TO LET ME KNOW IF HE’S GOING TO BE THERE FOR MY BABY.  THEN HE DECIDES TO TELL ME THAT HIM AND HIS BABY MOMMA ARE TALKING AND TRYING TO WORK THINGS OUT. I’VE COME TO TERMS THAT HIM AND I WERE ONCE GOOD FRIENDS, NEVER TOGETHER AND I DON’T THINK WILL EVER BE. BUT WHY IS IT MY BUSINESS WHO HE’S WITH OR TALKING TO WHEN I COULD CARELESS.  I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO MAKE OF THE SITUATION.  LIKE WHY CAN’T HE JUST GROW UP AND UNDERSTAND I DON’T WANT TO BE WITH HIM?

BUT AS FOR NOW, I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO DO. JUST TALKING TO HIM STRESSES ME OUT. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!