HI, IM 17 YEARS OLD AND I JUST WANT TO SEE CAN SOMEBOBY RELATE TO MY STORY AND HELP ME OUT.

WELL, WHEN I WAS 15, I MEET THIS BOY AND WE STARTED DATING BUT HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND AND I HAD A BOYFRIEND SO I BROKE UP WITH HIM SO I CAN DATE SOMEBODY ELSE. SO MY BIRTHDAY WAS COMING UP AND I WAS TURNING 16.

SO 2 MONTHS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY, I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT AND MY STOMACH WAS HURTING SO BAD AND NOT JUST ONE THING THAT WAS GOING TO SHOCK MY FAMILY WHEN I TOLD THEM I WAS PREGNANT BUT 2 AND SO I NEVER TOLD MY FAMILY THAT I WAS PREGNANT AND I NEVER TOLD THEM THAT I HAD A STD EITHER. SO WHEN MY MOM FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT, SHE MADE ME GET AN ABORTION AND THAT NOT REALLY WHAT I WANT SO I GOT IT.

THEN I ENDED UP GETTING PREGNANT 3 MORE TIMES BY THE SAME BOY AND I CRIED SO MUCH BECAUSE I REALLY WANTED TO KEEP MY BABY BUT SHE WONT LET ME AND IT HURTS THAT I HAD TO GET RID OF SOMETHING THAT I ALWAYS WANT AND DREAM OF HAVING. IT STILL HURTS TO THIS DAY BECAUSE I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND AND HE REALLY LOVES ME TO AND WE BOTH WANT TO HAVE THE BABY AND START ARE OWN FAMILY. I WISH SHE COULD HAVE JUST BEEN A REAL MOM AND CAME TO SEE IF THAT THE DECISION THAT WE WANTED TO MAKE AND SHE DID THAT WAY I STILL DISLIKE HER BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT WAS MY DECISION AND NOT HER’S.

I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND CHANGE ALL 4 TIMES IT HAPPEN BUT YOU CAN’T CHANGE THE PAST. YOU JUST GOT TO HOPE ON THE FUTURE AND THAT’S WHAT I’M DOING. I REALLY WANT TO HAVE HIS BABY BUT IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYBODY KEPT GETTING IN ARE WAY WHEN WE TRY TO DO. I JUST I CAN REALLY CHANGE THAT BUT IT HAPPEN I WISH 1 DAY I CAN JUST TELL HER THAT I REALLY WANT TO KEEP MY BABY AND IN HURT AND I’M STILL RECOVERING OVER IT.

HELP ME MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION THAT WOULD BENEFIT ME AND MY BOYFRIEND.

GIVE ME SOME ADVICE ABOUT HOW TO TALK MY MOM INTO LETTING ME KEEP MY BABY