To my unborn child,
First thing first, I want you to know that Mommy loves you very much and no matter what happens, you will always have my heart… Things are a little rough right now. I try not to stress myself because I don’t want to harm you. Me and your father have been getting into it a lot lately… He doesn’t want me to have you… In his mind, it’s either you or him… But I chose you becuz guys will come and go but you are my flesh and blood and I will not let anything or anyone hurt you…
Yes, you are very painful but feeling you move around inside me lets me know that you are fine… I really hope that you are a boy… I want you to be a way better man then your father… And if you turn out to be a girl, you will be mommy’s princess and I will teach you to be better then me. I don’t want you making the same mistakes I did… I know I am going to miss out on a lot… This is my senior year of high school… the best year ever… But the fun can wait becuz I have a child that needs me…
Everyone says that I should just abort you but I tells them that it is easy for them to tell me to get rid of you but if they was in my position, it would be hard… Well, I doubt if your father will be around but I will tell you a lil about him… He is well, he was a great guy. Mommy really loved him..[[that’s how you came along..becuz I really didn’t want kids.]] You has a little sister that is adorable… I hope one day that you can meet them all… But even if you don’t… Just know that you has your mother. You will have a wonderful godfather that really wishes you was his child.. You will be loved by many. So baby please, don’t think that you are unwanted.. You are the most amazing that that has ever happened to me. I want you to always remember that….
Love, your mother
Can’t wait till you get here
