Okay, so i am new to this. My name is Belle and i am 16 years old. I am from the UK, however i live in the Middle East. Around two years ago, i had an abortion. I actually had no clue i was pregnant, i thought it was just irregular  periods. Then i woke up one night from severe pains, i was in tears, i could barely breath. My parents drove me to the hospital. They told me i was pregnant. I was in utter shock. I couldn’t believe it. I had the ultrasound done, they told me i was nearly 5 months! i burst into tears. My parents were with me, that was the first time I’ve seen my dad cry in his life. I felt so guilty. So i had to stay in  hospital for a week because they could not work out why i had pains. They never did work that out. About a week after, my dad and boyfriend told me get an abortion. I was lonely. Scared. Confused. So i listened to them. It was the biggest mistake of my life. I will never forget about it. I cry nearly every night. I have even cut myself over it, i am so lost. It comforts me to hear other people have been through the same thing 🙂