Hi, I’m 18, well just turned 18 last January.

I have my current boyfriend for almost 10 months. Last month before my birthday, rumors about my pregnancy started to spread without knowing it. Well, it’s not really a fact because I had a period that time. Glad that I have because that’s my proof that the rumors were not true. Then everything went fine until last Friday. I was expecting my period but I did not have it and today was my 4th day of delayed period. I admit that me and my boyfriend have been lovemaking for almost a week before this day.. I thought pulling out was safe. and here I am panicking and paranoid of my situation. I don’t know what and how to tell my aunts who’ve raised me for almost 18 years. They’re expecting too much from me… I stopped my studies a year ago because of financial problems and my aunt planned that I should continue them this coming school year, but I think when she learns about my situation, everything will mess up..

I don’t know what to do. I’m still hoping that my period is just delayed… I just really hope… I’m super scared. I don’t know what to do.. I even think on committing suicide, but if really I’m pregnant, I don’t want the baby to suffer. My boyfriend is so supportive to me… but still I’m scared. I don’t know how to face this. Please give me some suggestions.. I think I’m going insane thinking that people may laugh at me and judge me 🙁