I was with a guy for about 2 months…. we were basically living together and around the week of Christmas was when my baby was concieved… the guy and i broke up on Christmas day.. having no idea about this baby… on Dec 27th i was admitted into the hospital… the pregnancy tests came back negative… and the doctors said i had a bacterial infection… i went home that day with antibiotics to take…

I remained having pains in my stomach after the antibiotics were over and i went to the doctor on January 14th to ask for pain killers… that was the  day that i found out i was pregnant… my doctor was guessing i was about 2 weeks at the time, and that scared me because i didn’t want it to not have been my ex… i was admitted into the hospital 2 hours later… and they found out on top of being FOUR weeks pregnant i had PID… caused by bacterial infections, stds etc. and i was allergic to the medicines to cure it.. i had 12 vials of blood pulled that night and two days later all std tests had came back negative… i was so relieved to had found out that, and that my baby HAD to have been my boyfriends.. well my ex. My mother had been told by my doctor that i was pregnant.. and after i was released from the hospital on Sunday..my mom informed me on Monday that i had to get an abortion or get out… this was the woman who i thought of as my best friend, and she was betraying me.. i’m now 6 weeks pregnant… the baby’s father is completely out of my life. i’m out of my moms house.. I’ve been admitted into the hospital a second time… and the pains just continue to get worse… i do not like needles, the hospital scares me… and every time i turn around… i keep getting more sick, and not in the way of vomiting… i’m scared. i don’t want to kill my baby, but my abortion appointment is on Feb 6th… i do not know what to choose or what to think. i cant do this on my own, i’m only a junior in high school.. my father and his girlfriend have taken me in… she has a 12 year old daughter who i want to be able to be a great sister for… please help me, i am scared and confused. this baby is making me very unhealthy… and i’m losing all hope..