Hi. Recently, I have just lost my virginity. I’m really scared because me and my partner did not use any protection.

I can’t be pregnant because I’m only 15 years old and I know I’m not going to be able to go through with it. But before this happened, I always told myself I’d never get an abortion because I’d never be able to live with the fact that I killed a baby inside of me because of my mistake. I don’t know what to do because if I am pregnant, I’d hate to be a bad influence and the bad rebel kid in the family, plus I’m the youngest of 5. But anyway, I’m just praying 100% that I’m not, and I’m hoping my friend can get me a test because I’m desperate to know that I’m not pregnant. I hope and pray that I’m not and I hope you guys will too. But if anything, I’m trying to be prepared with what I need to know if I am and how I would handle the situation…

Any advice/suggestions?