Well, I have been with my boyfriend for 6 months. And on May 05th, I was very sick in the morning so I decided to do a pregnancy test JUST to be safe. When two lines appeared, I was mortified as I’m just 18, studying my A levels. I rang him straight away and we had both decided to have a termination… Well, it was talked of. However, he did mention getting a place together, getting better jobs to support our baby, etc., etc.

Anyway, I had a scan at 7 weeks, then at 8 weeks. The baby was very healthy. At this point, I didn’t know what I wanted to do – keep or abort. Anyway, my partner decided for me; said that if I didn’t abort my baby, he wouldn’t stay with me. That petrified me as I didn’t want to be a single mummy. He pushed me into doing it. So I sat at the clinic until it was time to go into the surgery place… That’s when I changed my mind. The boyfriend was VERY unhappy. Low and behold, I made another appointment which was yesterday (12th of June) and that was the last time I had my little person inside me. The procedure itself, I don’t remember. I was drugged up and asleep, but when I came round, the nurses were not all that nice and I was entirely alone. I had to go out of the clinic and find my boyfriend’s car, still drugged up to my eyeballs and barely able to walk. I was also approached by protesters telling me my baby was beautiful 🙁

I cried myself to sleep last night. I woke up crying this morning. I just feel so upset because girls around me are having their little people and mine’s gone. 🙁 I want my baby back so much and I know it would of been hard. But going back, if I would have known I’d feel like this, I would not have aborted my little person. 🙁 Now I don’t have a little person inside my belly. I feel empty and I hate my boyfriend. I lost my two best things because I ended it with him this morning.

Advice – please think twice before you do what I did 🙁