Hi. Just two days ago, I found out that I was three months pregnant. I know I was for the simple fact that I had missed my period twice. I just didn’t want to believe I was.

I always wanted to have a baby, even at this young age of 15 but I wanted to have it with the person I loved and I guessed it came true but I didn’t know how to break it down to him. I thought a lot about it, like if I will really be ready to take care this baby with the situations that may come my way and I think I would. My mom didn’t know either but ever since she’s seen the text messages of me and my boyfriend talking about the time we had sex without a condom about three months ago, she’s been telling me not to have a baby if you cant teach the baby or feed the baby, you know the quote but if you of Michael Jacksons songs lol. But I feel that I could take care of my baby and teach my baby right from wrong, but she seems not to think I could.

Before I meet my boyfriend, I used to wild out but I guess he calmed me down a lot. I went to cheating on every relationship I ever had to being so faithful. I went from having sex with so many guys to just being with him.

But not too long ago when I had a hint that I was pregnant, I had to ask my boyfriend if I was to ever get pregnant would he ever change towards me and he told me yes. I had thought for the worst, being that he would hate me but I asked him why and he said because he would love me more, knowing that I’m the mother of his child and I’m the one he wants to have his child. I asked him what would we do if I became pregnant and he first said he would want me to move in with him. So I feel better knowing that he says he’s going to be there for me but that’s not always guaranteed.

My real fear is how I’m going to tell my mom cuz I have the feeling she’s going to be pissed off at me cuz she had her child at 16 too and she didn’t want none of this for us but I refuse to give up my child are have an abortion.

So could someone tell me what should I do? I need help?