6 years ago, I was in love with my boyfriend. He went off to the army and we went our separate ways. 2 years ago, I found him online and we finished where we left off.

He promised me he wouldn’t treat me the way he used to. He said I was a good woman and deserved to be treated that way. He told me that he wanted me to have his baby. So on Sept 13, we came together and a life was created. I tell this man that I am pregnant with his child. He told me that I had better get an abortion or never speak to him again. Now I’m not one to get googly for a man but now, this man, who was telling me all good things months ago, has now changed his heart.

I want to beat the living Sugar Honey Iced T out of him.
I am here all alone with a baby to raise. He laid there with me and helped create it now. He doesn’t want to be man enough to own up to it and raise it.

What do I do. I’m lost, confused, hurt, angry, shaking badly…and about to snap and lose it.