OK so me and this guy were together for 2 and a half years and we had, I wouldn’t say a lot of problems cus what couple doesn’t have problems??

Well, he cheated on me more than once and nobody ever had to tell me, it was just an instinct!! I know it sounds bad but we were madly in love and would do anything for each other. We talked about having a baby because we both wanted it and we were ready. It was amazing for about 3 months. I didn’t have my period and I knew I was pregnant but I was scared because our relationship was on the rocks pretty bad, but a friend of mine made me take a test so I did and sure enough, I am. So I called my boyfriend up and told him. He seemed so happy but at the time, we were broken up and he had another girlfriend.

A couple days after that, we got back together… We were good for about four or five days and then he was with his homeboy and I got a text from his mom saying to call her. Something bad had happened. So I called her and she told me he got shot and died at the hospital. I feel like my life is over. I’m 26 weeks pregnant with his baby and he isn’t here and it kills me everyday he was my everything!!!

I’m sad because he was my soul mate, my everything. I miss being with him and talking to him, just everything about him but on the other hand, I’m happy because I’m pregnant with his baby and in a way, he’s Still here…..

I need help