On Sunday, October 18th, I went to see a movie with my gay best friend. We were going to see Paranormal Activity, though we didn’t get to, so we went to Wal-Mart instead. I had been feeling pretty crappy over the last few months; nausea, headaches, sleepiness, frequent bathroom breaks.. the works. So I thought I’d go ahead and buy a home pregnancy test just in case. When I got home, I peed on the damn stick and 3 minutes later, I came back and BAM! Congrats Jess, you’re a mommy -.-

It’s only been a couple of days since then, so I’m still getting used to the idea of me being pregnant, but I’m so damn scared…

I’m so afraid my boyfriend is going to leave me, he told me when we first got together he didn’t want kids, so we used condoms and birth control. But that’s not even the worst part. Not only might my boyfriend leave me, but it might not even be his. It could belong to one of three guys…

I know… I messed up bad.

I haven’t even told my parents yet. My step dad is a jerk, and I just know he’s going to try to kick me out. And my step-gramma is in the hospital with cancer and all kinds of other problems, so what happens when I tell her? I don’t want to stress her out and kill her faster…

Please help me…