This is my fourth pregnancy and also my fourth child’s father.

I had sex with a guy on the first day. I am now 5 weeks pregnant and we have only been together a month. He asked if I was pregnant with a smile on his face… I told him yes. Then he said he didn’t want a baby and told me he would help me with the abortion. I  told him I wasn’t having an abortion. I haven’t heard from him since then. I know why this happened. Last year, my child’s father ran me over with his truck while I  was pregnant and I told myself I would never forgive him. God, I’m sorry for saying that I now forgive him. I now know what it feels like to need forgiveness. I am scheduled for an abortion Monday…

God, please forgive me. I’m in school. I have 3 kids. I have no help. I’m only 22. This is almost too much to bear… Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.