Today was the day I did my first pregnancy test at home and it came back positive.
Me and my boyfriend have only been back together for a month…
I’m really scared and all that because the last time I was pregnant, I never told him about it and we broke up (he never knew I was pregnant), and then 2 weeks after we were broken up, I started having a miscarriage. I later on told him about it and he hated me for knowing and not telling him. But now that I’ve told him I’m pregnant this time, it’s all different. He doesn’t want the child, which is understandable, but last time I had a miscarriage and I think of that bubba every birthday and every Mother’s Day, and I don’t get to celebrate it because I lost my bubba…

I’m scared I’ll miscarry again, and even worse, I’m scared I’ll lose my boyfriend. We’re in love. We’ve been talking about getting back together for months, but I was always too scared to. But now that we are and this happens, I’m scared it’s enough to make him run away.