Coping with the consequences of my forced abortion 1 and 1/2 years ago has been an awful experience for me and my current boyfriend. I have been with him ten months now and he has been so supportive unlike my ex who was more interested in sex with another girl during the whole experience even while he was still with me. I havent feltlike myself since having the abortion firstly as it wasnt my choice and i feel maybe it was the wrong decision. I find myself sat at home for hours on end on the internet looking at cots,prams, clothes and everything else for babies and i am desperate to be a mum!!