Mixed emotions…I don’t know what to do nor to write! I just want some space to think of what the best thing to do..I am pregnant but it seems no one even care for me even the father of my baby. He wants the baby aborted which is impossible for me to do…I’ts like killling myself too..I don’t want to be guilty! I think the best way is to stand still and face lifes consequences..I have to be strong..but  it’s too hard..I’m so lonely..I want to cry!…I’m so sad…