So last week I found out I was pregnant. It’s with a guy that I only started seeing a few weeks ago. We were safe but it was just one of those freak 0.1% chance things that has scared the hell out of me. I’m just not ready for it. Family is a massive deal to me and I really really want one… but when I’m older and with the right guy. I’m just starting my life at 21, have already paid for a $20,000 overseas trip around the world and am just starting my acting career. The guy is nice, and has taken this the perfect way. He said he’d support me no matter what choice I made and that if I kept it he’d move so that we could be closer. I feel selfish, so selfish. But I’m not ready to be a mum. To make matters worse I’m touring with the show I’m in at the moment and am in a city far from my family and friends. I have a very understanding boss who offered to give me more time off but i declined it. I get a week off next week to visit family then and am seriously considering getting a medical abortion when I get home. Please help, the doctor said that because its only a few weeks along that its still not even the beginning of a formation of my child yet. But I still feel like I am taking it’s life away. I don’t know what to do. Give up my life for this baby, or be selfish and do whats right for me. I need help in this decision. No one I know, except my boss knows what I’m going through so I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to be a mother, I know I don’t. But can I live with the fact that I took somethings life away. Please help me 🙁