yah

It’s me again and my baby is now 1 month old. Yah, have forgot about my ex-boyfriend.

growing up

• it happen so fast man
• to learn
• to be a good mom
• to not have fears

how i feel

right now im a little happy….today i went on 3 sites to see when my period was due and it said july 23 2009 as of today im 8 days late. today when i was at my boyfriends aunt house and it fel like i was cramping so i came home cause i thought it was starting but when i got home there was nothing there so i wonder wat that was all about. but if i am pregnant i dont know wat im going to do im 15 years (more…)

my story

I found out I was pregnant at 18 and although my parents were not angry, they and my boyfriend at the time said they would like me to get an abortion because I hadn’t finished my education.

I know I should have listened to my heart telling me not to. I went ahead and did it. it also got out in school what I had done and got called baby killer, murderer, to name just a few… I wish people would not be so judgmental about girls in our situation because until you are in that position, you don’t know what to do. and there hasn’t been a day gone by that I don’t think about what I have done. My heart was and still is, broken. The only positive thing was that I found out about 2 months later that my “boyfriend” at the time had another girl pregnant when he was cheating on me and that’s why he had convinced me to get the abortion… Although he was saving his own back (not having 2 pay for 2 children), he broke my heart when I found out after everything I went through. Maybe what I’d done was meant to be…

NOW, I’m with my new boyfriend for a year and a half and am having a baby on the first of July!! And although it still eats me what I did almost 3 years ago, I cant wait to have my little baby.. And my parents are so supportive now because even though this wasn’t a planned pregnancy, I think they realize what happened before killed me inside and this might be the only way 2 ease my pain!! But I like to think of it this way now, if I hadn’t done what I’d done, I wouldn’t have got my degree, wouldn’t have met my amazing boyfriend (who cant wait for baby!!), and I certainly wouldn’t be as happy as I am now…

So girls, there is a reason for everything we do. If it means making the decision I have made in the past, just remember everything happens for the right reason!! 🙂

my abortion story.

I have told only a handful of people about my experience, but I want to post it here so that I can help even just one person who is struggling with the decision.

;Him’. At the time, I thought he was wonderful, charming, sweet, everything I was looking for.

krystian

I’m from Ireland. My son Krystian was born on the 21st June. He is the most beautiful thing I ever loved in my life. At the moment, I am very happy in my life with my husband and my son.