Losing a child is the most painful thing I could have ever imagined…

How could I be such a horrible mother before my child even got the chance to be born? How could I not be more careful? I know it’s my fault & I feel so terrible… I was planning on being the best mommy possible for you. I failed before the challenge even began…

I love you and I wish we had more time together: time to bond, time to love each other, time to become a family…