Well, I went in for another check-up & the doctor sat me down & told me that my pap results showed some abnormal cells.
I freaked out of course (on the inside, lol) & then she told me that they tested for all the normal STDs like gonnorhea, syphilis, etc. & they all came back negative. THEN she told me they tested for HPV, human papilloma virus, which can cause cervical cancer (I’m sure you’ve seen the “one less” commercials), and I have it. She also told me, though, to not stress out about it & although it’s an STD, since I’m so young, my body MAY be able to fight it off… All they are going to do is give me another pap 6 weeks after the babies born because all they can do is monitor it since there is no known cure.
I was just wondering, does anybody else have this or know anybody with it?? My OB said at least 50% of all sexually active people contract HPV at least once in their lifetime, so it’s not uncommon.
[Talking]
Ma,
I know the Situation is Personal…
But it’s something that has to be told.
As I was making this beat,
You was all I could think about. You heard my voice.
[Verse 1]
Yeah, Just think. Just Think.
What if you could Just,
Just blink your self away..
Just, Just wait. Just pause for a second.
Let me plead my case.
It’s the late 70’s Huh?
You Seventeen, huh?
And having me that will ruin everything huh?
It’s a lot of angels waiting on their wings..
You see me in your sleep, so you cant kill your dreams.
300 Dollars, that’s the price of living, what?
Mommy, I don’t like this clinic..
Hopefully you’ll make the right decision..
And don’t go through with the Knife incision.
But it’s hard to make the right move,
When you in high school,
How you have to work all day, and take night school.
Hopping off da bus when the rain is pourin’.
What you want? Morning sickness or the sickness of mourning?
[Chorus]
I’ll Always Be a part of you,
Trust Your Soul, Know it’s always true.
If I Could Talk, I’d Say To You…
CAN I LIVE?
CAN I LIVE?
I’ll Always Be a part of you.
Trust Your Soul, Know it’s always true.
If I Could Talk, I’d Say To You…
CAN I LIVE?
CAN I LIVE?
[Verse 2]
I am a child of the king.
Ain’t no need to go fear me
And I see the flowing tears so know that you hear me
When I move in your womb that’s me being scary
Cause who knows what my future holds
Yo, the truth be told, you ain’t told a soul
Yo, you ain’t even showing I’m just 2 months old
Through your clothes try to hide me, deny me
Went up 3 sizes
Your pride got you lying, saying ain’t nothing but a migraine
It ain’t surprising you not trying to be in Wic food lines
Your friends will look at you funny but look at you mommy
That’s a life inside you, look at your tummy
What is becoming ma I am Oprah bound
You can tell he’s a star from the Ultrasound
Our Sprits Connected Doors Open Now
Nothing But Love And Respect. Thanks For Holding Me Down. She Let Me Live…
[Chorus]
I’ll Always Be a part of you
Trust Your Soul Know it’s always true
If I Could Talk, I’d Say To You
CAN I LIVE?
CAN I LIVE?
I’ll Always Be apart of you
Trust Your Soul Know it’s always true
If I Could Talk, I’d Say To You
CAN I LIVE?
CAN I LIVE?
[Repeat 2]
[Talking]
It’s uplifting foreal, y’all
I ain’t passing no judgement
Ain’t making no decisions
I am just telling ya’ll my story
I love life
I love my mother for giving me life
We all need to appreciate life
A strong woman that had to make a sacrifice
Thanks for listening
Thanks for listening
Mama, thanks for listening
I went to my OB this morning to hear the baby’s heartbeat! It had a strong heartbeat & you could hear him/her moving around (like always!!) ha. I honestly never knew how just hearing one sound could lift the world off of your shoulders, just knowing he/she is okay. I loved it… I could of sat there and listened forever. 🙂 My OB also scheduled me for my 20-week visit…
SOOO I find out if it’s a boy or a girl on June 29th!!!!!! I’M SO EXCITED!!! I can’t wait!
I have an appointment with my OB on the 21st to hear my babies heartbeat for the first time!!! I am sooo excited!!
And I was wondering… Do any of y’all have/had bad dreams during pregnancy?? Because last night, I had a dream I was bleeding… a lot & thought I was having a miscarriage. I know it was just a dream… but I keep having all these crazy dreams when I NEVER had dreams before.
Help?
I just had my first ultrasound April 28th.
When I went in for my first visit, the OB felt my uterus & told me I felt about 8 weeks. So, thinking all I’m going to see on my ultrasound was a little peanut, I went in & had it done. When the Ultrasound Tech turned the screen, she says “Well, you’re farther along than we thought.” My lil baby had arms, legs, fingers, toes, and was kicking around like CRAZYY (probably b/c all I had that morning was Mountain Dew & jelly beans 🙂 haha. So, she told me I was 11 1/2 weeks… and I couldn’t be happier!!
I never thought I could fall in love soo fast!!!
