He left long ago, when i was 2 months along.Never cared, or at least i hid i did care because down here in south Europe we all are so " proud" to be rejected or to be judged by others.
I carried on with it…all by myself.I had my daughter Rocio, I had a long-term bf who seemed to care for both of us ( but in the end he did NOT) and i passed my exams, got my jobs and my travels– (more…)
If only words were to say….
but every weekend i want to go out so madly.I leave my lil treasure sleeping besides gran's bedroom and she is completely unaware mami is not there.i do not want to be here….i want to have a proper an normal life.I would like to live alone with her but yet i know it's so difficult to be just the two of us.I've got 4 things to do at the same time (more…)
Here we are, she and I…alone in this world.We have all the help we need, she is as happy as she could wish for and still i feel as miserable as the beginning.All my fears have vanished but yet i feel the pain so sharp, i feel I am alone.He left, he is in Colombia now. ..6 hours of difference and nearly a month without feeling him breathing by our side.He left…her father also left and it seems (more…)
