Here we are, she and I…alone in this world.We have all the help we need, she is as happy as she could wish for and still i feel as miserable as the beginning.All my fears have vanished but yet i feel the pain so sharp, i feel I am alone.He left, he is in Colombia now. ..6 hours of difference and nearly a month without feeling him breathing by our side.He left…her father also left and it seems i ve been born to be left alone…always alone.

I only want my daughter to grow and help me feel Im not that lonely anymore…is it a crime? why do i always need a man by my side??why cant i just be happy with her?