Every single day

Every day ever since that horrible day at the clinic i think about her, every day i beg god to forgive me, every day i regrate the decision i made, every day when i look at my boyfriend i hate him more than i did yesterday. does it ever go away? does the pain ever stop, do these horrible memories ever go away? i've went for councelling and still i feel angry and lonely. one day im fine the next (more…)

I CAN’T FORGIVE HIM

I thought it was over, i thought i have forgiven him for asking me to do such a horrible thing, but i can't stop thinking about what he asked me to do and every time i think about it i feel so angry and disgusted by him!! i hate him for making me pregnant and asking me to abort my baby i hate him!! i can't forgive him the pain is just too much i can't forgive him!